August 9, 2011

I Was Wrong

Sometimes I go back to old blog posts and I shake my head.  I've made bold statements about things that didn't matter.  I've made passionate arguments when I was uninformed.  More often, though, I've changed my mind.  I've seen the bigger picture, grasped more of a sense of paradox and altered my views on education.  So the following is a list of times I've been wrong:

1. Corporate-style Education Reformers: I've made some bold statements about specific individuals and their views toward students.  The truth is, I don't know their motives.  I don't know their values.  I don't know whether they are simply misguided.  I don't know.  Again, I don't know.

2. Isolated Workshops: In my gusto for promoting job-embedded, longer professional development, I failed to recognize the power of smaller workshops and conferences.  I've been to a few day-long sessions that changed my approach to teaching.

3. Charter Schools: Early on, I slammed charter school.  I regret this. Although I prefer to work in a traditional public school, I've met some really cool people over the last few years who have challenged my thinking about charter schools.  I've seen some authentic, project-based learning that I wish my district would adopt.

4. Practical Advice: When I began blogging, there were a ton of blogs advertising amazing programs, ten steps and five keys and whatnot.  I reacted strongly to this, hoping to see a sense of narrative and nuance.  I still believe in the power of story.  However, I'm recognizing that lists are sometimes a good thing and that a practical resource can help change teaching.

5. Getting Rid of the Teacher Desk: Russ Goerend challenged me on this a long time ago (I was a strong supporter of a separate teacher space).  Last year, I ditched the desk.  Russ was right.

6. Motivation: I've made bold statements about motivation.  The truth is that the heart can be deceitful.  Who can understand it? (I jacked that from a really old sage)

7. College: Like many edubloggers, I have had times when I slammed college.  The truth is that I learned some great theory that turned out to be true.  Complaining that there are holes in the framework of a home is ridiculous.  It's a framework, it's not a complete house.

8. District Office: When I first began blogging, I wrote some real pejorative posts about people at the D.O.  I had no idea how often the bad things that happened were actually the result of federal law.  As I've gotten to know folks in the "ivory tower," I'm often impressed by what they know and the sincerity of their convictions.  They want to change things.  They're working toward changing things.  However, the system is massive and sometimes change is difficult.

9. Oprah: I've pegged Oprah for being pretentious.  However, she's gotten people to read Jonathan Franzen and Gabriel Garcia Marquez.  That's got to be worth something.  And though I still think she misses it, I have to admit that often I've missed it, too.

10. Television: I've mocked it before.  I've gotten really self-righteous about how seldom I watch television.  However, there's some great t.v. out there if I bother to look (Modern Family, The Colbert Report, Charlie Rose Show, America's Test Kitchen).  My preference for Twitter probably has less to do with shallow t.v. and more to do with my desire to interact with the medium I am using.


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17 comments:

  1. *Hugs*, John. This is why I keep reading...

    Sincerely,
    A central office guy trying to make a difference

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  2. Your candor is refreshing. Thanks for your honesty. I'm curious - what does a classroom look like without a teacher's desk? Perhaps you already addressed this in another post and I missed it... I'm intrigued by the idea but having a hard time coming up with a visual.

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  3. Dear Matt,
    Thanks! I'll take the virtual hug and offer one back.

    Dear Hi Kooky,
    It looks like shared space. I have a desk that's become a resource center and conference area (that I use for conferences and they use for peer conferences). My backpack is essentially my desk. (Though I tried having a student desk and that worked well, too.)

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  4. This is a great post. I especially like what you said about college. I just finished my undergrad last December, and already feel I've learned infinitely more in a semester of subbing and a summer of graduate classes and preparing for "my" first classroom. However, there are definitely large supporting beliefs and understandings from my undergraduate work that direct quite a bit of what I do as a teacher. I like the image of a framework...

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  5. Love that you can look back and admit to changing your mind. I think this flexibility with ideas is at the core of learning and progress. Well done. So often it feels that sticking rigidly to an idea can be a form of insecurity. To admit we are wrong is hard to do. Now you are making me think about the ideas I have out grown.

    Thanks

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  6. I reduced my footprint as much as I could last year. The "teacher desk" still sat in the corner because the classroom's central computer needed a place to be. I did administration there too. Students never came to me there during the day, I was wandering around and sitting with them at the tables. I lost my tables this year. I'm not sure how I'm going to recreate the same learning flow with the students back in desks. It's discouraging.

    Our online presence reflects our inner dialogue and shared conversation. Beliefs and attitudes are dynamic. Like you, I've rethought many things.

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  7. I never watch TV. Except on Netflix ;)

    Also, I LOVE this blog theme. I read it too much in Google Reader, so I never see the theme. Well done.

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  8. Another post of yours that leaves me saying, "Yes!" I have so been there, reflecting on my passionate rants and realizing that the truth is not so easily ascertained.
    Thanks for helping us all look at ourselves so openly.

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  9. Again, your honesty and humility are refreshing and inspiring, John. I really do appreciate how honest you are in your writing.

    By the way, no teacher desk in my new space. It was one of the first things I got rid of. I think I'll use a painless and sit on one of my couches in the reading nook! :0)

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  10. Excellent post, as always.

    Your teacher's desk idea is a good one and for a second I thought I should get rid of mine, but then I realized that when I'm teaching I'm never at my desk and my desk usually is just a place to put all of my crap. So in a way, I don't have a "teacher's desk," yunno?

    On Oprah ... Did you watch the "Season 25: Oprah Behind the Scenes" show on OWN? If you didn't, I recommend tracking down an episode or two. It doesn't necessarily give you any more appreciation for O herself; however, it's a wonderful illustration of how many people are behind her and how hard they work.

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  11. Dear Alee,
    Experience is always the best form of education. We sometimes forget that as teachers. But learning is, in itself, experiential.

    Dear Jabiz,
    I love the notion of flexibility of ideas. As I grow older, I have fewer convictions, but my convictions become stronger and more mired in paradox. I have a hunch the same is true with you. Your humility in writing is part of why I enjoy it so much.

    Dear Alan,
    I've said this before, but your humility and honesty draw people in. I love how often you share your journey through the comments you make. I hope you can get tables.

    Dear Russ,
    Thanks. I feel that my theme keeps becoming more and more minimalist. Eventually it will just be a few typed words with nothing around it :)

    Dear Joan,
    Thanks for the kind words. The truth is that I could well go beyond ten in this post.

    Dear Philip,
    I'm jealous of your teacher space, by the way. You have a real sense of what it means to create a meaningful environment.

    Dear Tom,
    Doubtful that I'll watch OWN anytime soon, but my feelings toward Oprah helped me see how elitist I can be.

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  12. Hey John,
    Loved this post and found myself nodding to some of your ideas. This was the final kick that I needed to get rid of my desk so look at the chain you continue. Thanks a lot.

    pernille

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  13. John, check my blog re: desks.

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  14. I said a couple of posts back that that was your best post in my opinion. Well, I changed my mind. I think THIS is your best post (there's the problem with "best"; it's contextual and trapped in time in space....I digress).

    The honesty and humility in this post reflect real wisdom. Keep growing. Keep learning. Keep writing. You're getting better and better, in my humble opinion.

    p.s. Garcia-Marquez is one of my favourite writers particularly because he is an awesome (and I mean awesome) story-teller. You are one, too.

    cheers,
    Malyn

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  15. John,
    Love this post. Re: College-Personally, I think part of the problem our society is having is that so few have had a liberal arts education. No one wants to look at things from an opposing point of view.
    I also wanted you to know that I love following your tweets, but am embarrassed to say that this was my first view of your blog. Great stuff here! Keep the ideas coming!
    Mike

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  16. As the saying goes, "it takes a big man (human?) to admit he is wrong." Along these lines I think the readers her would enjoy "Better by Mistake" by Alina Tugend. See my summary of this fine book at http://bit.ly/k60uX3.

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  17. Dear Pernille,
    I enjoyed your blog post on letting go of the desk.

    Dear Malyn,
    Thanks for the kind words. I agree about Garcia-Marquez. I love how bold he is in story-telling. He's not afraid to take risks.

    Dear Michael Walker,
    That often happens to me, too (in terms of following tweets but never checking out a blog). You might be better off reading me in small doses of 140 characters. I agree that the death of liberal arts is a major contributor to the binary mentality.

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