I Want To Be An Indie Teacher



This is the first in a month-long series that I'll be co-writing with Javi Lucero. The title of the series is "Indie Teachers." 

Some indie bands are indie only because they aren't good enough to be discovered. They play the empty bar tour with the illusion that some day they'll be playing before a packed crowd.  Likewise, some indie listeners prefer indie music only because it hasn't been discovered. Then the minute a band hits it big, they scream about how awful it is to watch a band sell out.

However, this isn't indie. This is novelty. I've been there as a teacher, especially in my first two years. I wanted my projects to be noticed. I wanted to be discovered. Worse still, I followed bloggers and then complained bitterly when they were recognized or offered a book contract or given the top slot at a conference.

Some indie bands are indie because they despise all things mainstream and so, out of a sense of elitism, they deliberately create a reactionary sound that will be as radio unfriendly as possible. Or they quote as many obscure poets as possible with the hopes that they will sound unabashedly intellectual and attract just the right art house crowd to their music. There's an audience for this type of band; people that think that a tune doesn't sound good unless it sounds like the polar opposite of anything remotely popular. They'll listen to the Neutral Milk Hotel, not because of the profound lyrics, but because it isn't easy on the ears.

However, this isn't indie. This is snobbery. I've been there as a teacher, each time that I mocked an idea simply because it was popular. I blasted PLC. I mocked Instruction by Design. I called Marzano a Collage Artist. And yet none of it had to do with ideas, but with my rejection of all things mainstream in education.

But there is another type of indie. It's the kind of music that doesn't make the radio, because it is too creative and quirky for an audience with a short attention span.  It's the kind that doesn't shy away from sounding a bit mainstream, but is also bold enough to say something profound. This type of music has its listeners as well. They're the folks who might enjoy some pop music every once in awhile so long as it moves them and makes them think and has a deeper aesthetic quality.

I want to teach like an indie listener. I want to be open to quality ideas, regardless of how indie or mainstream they may seem. I want to hear about what works. I want to listen to ideas from public and charter and homeschool and unschool as long as it moves me and makes me think and ultimately transforms my practice.

I want to teach like an indie artist. I want to be a teacher who does something different, not for the sake of novelty, but because it is meaningful. I want depth, not for intellectual snobbery, but out of a desire to think well about life. I want to remember that it's not about being noticed, but about doing what matters.


photo credit: the photo of indie folk singer Hayden is by sarae

16 thoughts on “I Want To Be An Indie Teacher”

  1. "I want to be a teacher who does something different, not for the sake of novelty, but because it is meaningful."

    Good words to ponder the evening before returning to school in 2012. Thanks

  2. You say it ever so well.

    I love indie music and have gone through the novelty and snobbery stages. now, it's really because I appreciate the artistry behind. my current indie favourite is @onepercentyello. Her album (free or donate) was the background as I created my recent sketches including Starry Night.

  3. Nicely worded essay. I have been all of the indie things you mention and have settled on your final version for myself. An indie teacher is truly an interactive artist - we meld the skills of an orchestra conductor with those of a football coach while throwing in other versions of craftspeople as our students indicate their need. We do this while juggling endless demands from a fluctuating administration. Glad to know that you are out there. Keep playing.

  4. I must agree with missmoyer. I want to be "meaningful" ... I really like and appreciate your analysis of all that I also feel. I'm not sure if I am falling for novelty or snobbering ... Does my fear of being either mean that I am closer to meaningful?

    I want to instill in students a joy of learning, to help people become life-long learners ... I want to be meaningful ...

    I think I'll follow your movement to learn how to remain meaningful ... if that is okay with you. :-)

  5. Really nice post, John! One of my favorite things about your approach to blogging is how willing you are to criticize yourself and recognize mistakes you've made in your career. It's the kind of honesty that is completely missing from the current push for accountability metrics.

    I also love the idea of being an indie teacher. I've been a bit of indie musician, I suppose, and I'm happy to say I'm a bit of an indie teacher as well.

    Favorite line: "I want to remember that it's not about being noticed, but about doing what matters."
    Nailed it, and I've been as guilty as you have of the other side. Most importantly, this is a battle I am conscious of.

    Thanks, as always!

  6. Love this post. I struggle with the idea of being noticed for my teaching. Not so much because I desire the attention, but because of how terrified I would be to know that I am in someone's sights for something I'm doing either well or not so well. I think this will fade as I gain more experience (only a first year teacher and teaching out of field at that), but with posts like these I feel confident in how I do what I do. Thanks!

  7. At one point, I wanted to be John or George, but then kind of wanted to be as noticed as Paul.

    Sincerely,

    Ringo.

  8. I too see myself as 'indie' and always have, regardless of my job or profession. I think 'indie' is more a way or a lifestyle than it is necessarily about exposure, fame, or extent to which one is 'in the system'. As always, thanks for the beautiful analogy.

  9. missmoyer and Sylvia,
    Meaning is the true essence of being indie. I feel that teachers at every level and disposition have "indie moments." The meaning found there is what keeps me going. Extending that throughout the day is what makes me feel creative and innovative.

  10. Attitude is everything. Someone with an 'indie' attitude doesn't believe "if it's popular it must be good." Someone with an 'indie' attitude thinks for themselves.

    Great post!

  11. Dear missmoyer,
    Thanks!

    Dear Malyn,
    Very cool! I checked it out and you're right. Thanks for exposing me to a new artist.

    Dear mammy,
    Love the concept of an interactive artist. I love the additional layers of metaphor you added to it.

    Dear Paul,
    You're totally indie. I'm thinking of your FB post you just wrote. Definitely on the indie side. Thanks for the kind words!

    Dear Justin,
    You're right. It's something that fades. Thanks for being vulnerable in a comment and admitting that the desire for being noticed is there. Humble teachers do amazing things. I can see that humility in your approach.

    Dear Tom,
    Love the Ringo reference.

    Dear Royan,
    Javi and I have been talking about this concept of indie as a lifestyle, a mentality, a community, an approach. Teaching is just a part of it.

    Dear Dannon,
    I think that's the key right there. It's about independent thought.

    Dear Jabiz,
    You're indie. No doubt about that.

  12. This has really got me thinking. I had a nice conversation with my wife about this post last night. That whole cycle is descriptive of so many different things and times in my life.

    I've been guilty of the indie cycle with music, books, and education too. I'd like to think that since I'm a titanous 31 now, I'm maturing. I probably am, but this is helping me light up those dark corners still inhabited by novelty and snobery.

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